on learning something new [i have gone back to imagining]
l i f t e d from [journal entry 17/03/2026]
The only way i can
counter anything in this universe, the only
way to defy any system and to
safeguard against any enemy thought
especially ones that materialise
in my own mind
Is to make endlessly, to imagine endlessly
Fabric beads fishing
line needles thread cotton
drawing colour, to
scratch, to weave, to stuff, to
move
Imagine another way to live
Any other way
To visualise…
To play….
When i make
all worldly and systemic
insecurities peel away in the moment
When i make
i belong in my own body, morphing out an
amalgamation of every
other body that has touched
my soul
When i play
i am free...
When i imagine, i reject all
boundaries and any
idea imposed onto
this vessel i was born in
To make, imagine, beyond any
parameters of anything anyone ever
told me i could go to….
Making [imagining] is truly the
only way i know how to be on this earth
I do not
want to be doing anything else
The truth is i cannot
be doing anything else