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Today’s list of words are

Synapses

Syncopation

Smallest creature

Synergistic opportunities

Tease, tease, tease, Teach

Tremor for tremor, t4t, touch wood

Two arms wi-i-i-ide

Wide echolalia, isn’t it

Beautiful how words

Are insufficient

I had this whole life to live and 

Lived it I have and I have

Problems (!) and I 

Never knew how to deal. Isn’t it beautiful?

Just you running and the

Mound accumulates and the

Incompletion of English

As an unwhole language

An unwhole language that holds me, unholy? 

I love repetition, it holds me tight. Judeo-Christian puritanical colonial legacy —ustaz said something once and I don’t remember, I never had to deal—

the law, the law, the rule, the demonised,

it holds me tight

The truth is I fantasise about

leaving everything I love, 

more it holds me tight

More twennynine-year-old

autistic shutdowns, I never

knew how to deal. Coping mechanism is

“Goodbye, goodbye,” the truth is

I hate talking. Smallest creature

So deserving scared rootless

Strange dry swollen soothe, speak up

To be held is to be seen

To swing is to swallow

Both ways, both ways, repeat, speak up

Old name is a word in my mouth

That falls short, and I think in

Stupid ugly English, a language to 

pathologise and I’m searching for a 

Language that is between two

arms that will let me be and

all these words are not enough

All these words are not enough

Not enough

Not enough

More it holds me

 

holds me

 

it holds me it

 

me holds it me holds me holds me holds,

it holds me 

TIGHTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!